When I fall in love

My life was different when you meet.
Thinking of you always, and concerns you,
And when I see you, I am ashamed.
I do not know why I feel this
The difficulty of the situation, like this always.
If you be my luck, I wholeheartedly accepted.
But why this is the life, to where you found your love,
then again you will lose for showing you the wrong feel.
Really playful life, because you run it.
So I repented, for u I loved.
If ill just go back to the past, I will fight for my love for him.